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Blog in the life of him.....

Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 8/13/2008 08:06:00 AM
WED  August 13th 2008 -  Mobile Me - Work- New Job Interview etc....


Well here I am, barely posting on this site, but still keeping it up to date.

Lately Mobile ME (.MAC) has been picking up and not going offline as much, still get crazy customers on the phone calling Apple complaining about it, when the matter of the fact is MOBILE ME is not APPLE!     Mobile Me (.MAC) paid Apple to endorse their online application with their operating system, so the matter of the fact is WE DO NOT SUPPORT IT, so deal with that, you bastards who want to scream at someone, go here and scream at someone line from Mobile Me.   http://www.apple.com/support/mobileme.    So that is tat with Mobile ME.


Now next Tuesday I have an interview, at an Apple Store as a MAC GENUIS, really hoping to get that job, but I know their will be three interviews.  the Introduction Meeting, the Testing , and the FINAL interview, with the head boss.  I should do fine on the testing, but the other parts, might be a little tricky.  So i've been googling  job interview questions, to make sure i'm fully prepared for everything.  And as an additional backup, i've been applying to AASP (Apple Authorized Service Provider's) in the area, with my resume, as they can see that I have APPLE experience, and well my references know I am well knowledgeable.


iTunes Store - oh gosh don't get me started.  Here are the facts for Canadian Customer's which I find truly Stupid.   and iTunes Store Card (that you buy at any grocery store/music store)  is only good for Music, and Movies,  for ipod apps and iphone apps, you must use a credit card, how lame is that!!!!   As Soon as I heard that, I had to use up all my account balance, and then switch my account over to U.S.   So I could use iTunes Card's as  a valid way to get paid Iapps, as I really do not like putting credit card information , on the internet, even though APple is well respected, I still do not trust it......

LAST NIGHT was the shittiest Night Ever of the year......  Let me Start it off.... with the beginning of the day,  I first started catching the bus, to goto work, late for work, my dumbass fell asleep on the bus, so I ended up been like 18 minutes late (thank god)  then get into work, where it is a living stress bucket,   I won't even begin to start with that.   But  I make plans with my best friend to hang and talk after work (10:10)  well what ends up happening, he ends up hanging out with my grilfriend and  my other best friend girlfriend till fucking 11:30, so im sitting at home bored, decide to gto sleep,  he gets their, we talk for like  5-10 minutes, then he goes on facebook and turns into a  facebook zombie, no word of a lie, I could say a few words to him, and get no response, so I say  fuck this im going to sleep,  sleeping and sleeping,  2:30 he wakes me up, and asks to use the homephone, and to tell me he is going home, as he is going back to his girls place,  this guy doenst have a job, hes a slacker, and  he's really in a confused state, and really i just dont get him now a days, I see him and i are slipping apart, and really dont like hanging out with him anymore, and i have noticed this the past few times we have hung out together (thats for you katie!!!) 


I just dont get it



MY ID  at work are not working right now, im not taking calls, and im just sitting here really bored, OMG, I really hope for some reason that they send me home early....

PEACE OUT.... I gotta update this more often, it helps me vent out stuff




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Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 7/29/2008 09:32:00 AM
  NEWLY UPDATED!! Wow I have not been  on here in a while, so here I am, going to give you a nice fresh update.


Well let's talk about new news.  It is halfway through summer so you know what that means.  The sun  starts going down earlier and earlier each day, the heat goes away, and the cold starts coming, and well the tree's  start to shed their leaves.  I cannot wait for Fall.  The only downside is I will not be able to bike to work in a few months which means time to start  taking the transit GO bus again **sigh**


Anyways, what else have I been up to, well biking to work, going to Cottages, Camping, Toronto, Clubbing, Partying, hanging out.    Been kind of lacking the gym lately,  not at my goal, but my legs are in tip top shape from bike riding.


Talk to you all later :-)



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Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 6/03/2008 02:17:00 PM
June 03rd 2008 -   Update to Schooling plus new stuff

Well I managed to contact some schools regarding information about the classes, sadly to say, some of the people  lack getting ahold of  you quickly, so I must be patient.  However that Networking Cable  Technician role, is currently unavailable, and after researching more and more that was my top #1 pick

 Now I'm looking into different education systems, like DEVRY, SENECA, SHERIDAN etc, all schools in Brampton and Mississauga.

So going to put that on hold for a bit on this blog, while  people get ahold of me and  I get a better understanding what is available to me, in my local area.

Information Superstation




NASA NEWS - Well Mars Phoenix is off to a great start, the claw has opened up, and taken pictures of the rocky terrain scooped up in this claw! Check it out on NASA Website

This image from NASA's Phoenix Mars Lander's Robotic Arm Camera (RAC) shows material from the Martian surface captured by the Robotic Arm (RA) scoop during its first test dig and dump on the seventh Martian day of the mission, or Sol 7 (June 1, 2008). The test sample shown was taken from the digging area informally known as "Knave of Hearts." 

Scientists speculate that the white patches on the right side of the image could possibly be ice or salts that precipitated into the soil. Scientists also speculate that this white material is probably the same material seen in previous images from under the lander in which an upper surface of an ice table was observed. The color for this image was acquired by illuminating the RA scoop with a set of red, green, and blue light-emitting diodes (LEDs). 



Tornado oddities: Toilet paper unwinds and rewinds

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As residents in Hugo begin to move on from last week's tornado, some say they noticed a few bizarre things amid all the damage. Jason Akins said the twister unwound a roll of toilet paper in his bathroom — draped it across the countertop, then rewound it in the sink. The toilet paper didn't even rip.

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Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 6/01/2008 12:18:00 PM

Back to School - Sunday June 1st 2008

So, I'm thinking about going back to school, been looking at classes and here is what I got, that I am interested in taking right now.

The problem is, A) I live on my own, so I have to pay rent and goto school and work at the same time, and I really do not feel like taking a loan from the Government of Ontario/Canada for schooling.

Here is some of the classes that have interested me, here in the Toronto area

Computer and Network Support Technician

Computer Engineering Technology

Network Cabling Specialist Apprenticeship

Emergency Telecommunications

Electrician: Industrial Apprenticeship

Sustainable Energy and Building Technology



Those are the classes, I've looked at today, all Humber school offerings, I was on the Sheridan website to begin with, and to be honest, their site is terrible!!!!! thank you Humber for making it easier and understandable

later this week I am going to contact humber and talk about a few of these questions, once I gather some questions to ask them, about each class, to see if they tickle my fancy, more or less...

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Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/30/2008 09:17:00 AM


May 30th 2008 - 

Life an be hard to deal with at sometimes, when time gets rough.  The only thing to do is overcome it and try to move on and make the best of things.

A wise man told me this morning, that dating is one of the hardest things in a relationship, as there is so much to learn about one another, during the beginning stages of a relationship.  And if one thing happens that the other person does not like well that can be the end of the relationship.
one day at a time
one wish to make
one word to say
one person who thinks
one life to make the best of
two people that are to load
two people who forgot to ask
two people who could not speak
two people who forgot
two people to try and make it work
a million others with doubt
one answer.......

 So that's what I wrote when I was on the bus, kind of corny, but its really all in all my first attempt at a poem, in my 20's lol


So Interesting Fact's for today....

1896 - The First Accident in New York happened this Day!!! 
1889 -   The first brassiere was invented 


 Some new  and weird news

Heartbroken man climbs into morgue freezer
TAIPEI (Reuters) - A Taiwan man grieving over the death of his girlfriend climbed inside a morgue freezer to be with her and was only pulled out alive half an hour later, media and an official said on Tuesday

The 41-year-old man was discovered on Monday when workers detected an unusually high temperature in the freezer and realized the hatch was not securely fastened.

"A morgue manager opened the hatch, saw two people lying inside, felt scared enough to yell out and then even cried," the Liberty Times reported. "She didn't stabilize for a long time."

The man took a drug before entering the freezer to speed what appeared to be suicide attempt, local papers said. They said his girlfriend died on Friday from an overdose of sleeping pills.

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Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/29/2008 11:30:00 PM
Happy Belated 6 months,

well I guess this is the last day on this blog, I started this blog to express my feelings,  so my gf could see it, other then expressing them in person, and well  now were split,

6 months pretty much to the date

am i sad? ofcourse!

do i want her back! ofcourse

its  3 in the morning, and she just left my house, I coudlnt goto sleep woke up and came on my computer and started chatting away 

now comes the most hardest part,  getting rid of every single thing we have on facebook, abbe, pictures, videos, pictures,  hugs, kisses, dedications, notes,  all the happy things, that will soon make me sad, deep and down in despair.

A wise person once told me, whatever hurts you, will teach you, to learn from your mistakes, and my mistakes in this relationship..... comitting to a girl who was not redy for a realtionship and still is not ready for a relationship,  or atleast not wanting me

 she has her plus's, she helped me quit smoking, smoing buds, buying buds, paying off my debt, and  motivating me to me for physically active and also to be more open to the person I am with

though I do not think I was open enough, I saw all this happening earlier in the week, and really their was nothing I could do to stop it

So here I am now in the living room, looking up to the heaven's for her to come back and open that door, to run up to me and give me a hug and to say im sorry, and to forget that  this happened today, but I know this is not going to happen, 

I guess she was not the one for me 

Now starts the 5 stages of  breaking up, after a somewhat serious relationship of 6 months,  DENIAL,   i;ll wake up tomorrow thinking things are still fuct up, but really were split, how long will it take, to get past this stage, only 4 more left after that

she's off to some kegger, probably have some hot guys pick her up, boost her motivation and have some fun but worst thing is of all,   while i sit here a block away, soaking up like an emo fuck, crying,  and wishing life was not like this...

what to do, ohh what to do

I gotta goto work tomorrow and deal with fucking customers bitching and complaing, I really hope my ID is locked out, intentionally, i dont care about anything right now, ofcourse I want to live, but i need to move on and get over her, ofcourse if that is what she wants to do to me

 well time to end this hear, im sure ill have a bunch of rants tomorrow


Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/29/2008 10:15:00 AM

Phoenix - Mars Update **Nasa.gov ***

Phoenix successfully completed the first day of a two-day process to deploy its robotic arm.

Scientists leading NASA's Phoenix Mars mission from the University of Arizona in Tucson sent commands to unstow its robotic arm and take more images of its landing site early today.

The Phoenix lander sent back new sharp color images from Mars late yesterday. Phoenix imaging scientists made a color mosaic of images taken by the lander's Surface Stereo Imager on landing day, May 25, and the first two full "sols," or Martian days, after landing.

The panorama, now about one-third complete, shows a fish-eye perspective from the camera, a view from the lander itself all the way to the horizon. Phoenix adjusts its color vision with "Caltargets," calibrated color targets on disks mounted on the landing deck. Its color vision isn't quite like human color vision, but close.



The image on the left shows the robotic arm "elbow joint" in its stowed position as it appeared on Sol 1. The image on the right shows the same area on Sol 3 after the robotic arm completed commands to move the arm up and away from the lander deck



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I find this Mars information so fascinating, I really hope they find some kind of water substance on Mars in it's polar region, who knows maybe our great great great grand children, will be able to live on mars, lol, the thing I don't get, is if they are doing this for Mars, why don't they try this with different planet's like Mercury. it might be closer to the sun, but once the sun dies more, and human life, cannot be sustained on our planet, that means the heat on Mercury should be similar to Earth, back in the day, I dunno maybe I'm not a rocket scientist, actually I'm not lol, but I figured I would just throw that out their.



Other Interesting News........


Wed May 28, 2:30 PM ET


Astronauts aboard the NASA space shuttle Discovery will be carrying an extra piece of cargo when they launch on Saturday -- a new toilet pump.

Crew members aboard the International Space Station have been fumbling with plastic bags since their zero-gravity toilet went made "a loud noise" and stopped working properly last week.

"We will be taking some spare parts up," NASA spokesman Allard Beutel said in a telephone interview on Wednesday.

The three station crew members want the toilet working properly for obvious reasons -- but on Saturday they will be sharing facilities with seven space shuttle astronauts.

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A French skydiver's latest attempt to set a new free-fall record ended when his ride to the sky left without him.

The helium balloon Michel Fournier was going to use Tuesday to soar to the stratosphere detached from the capsule he was going to use to jump from 130,000 feet.

It happened after the balloon was inflated on the ground at the airport in North Battleford, Saskatchewan. The balloon drifted away into the sky without the capsule.

A disappointed Fournier left the capsule and walked to the hanger. He was hugged by members of his supporters.

"It was like having a hammer over my head," he said later. "When it doesn't work like that you just cannot think of anything. You just say, `How come it didn't work?' "

The launch team members said static electricity may have caused a small shock which set off one of five charges designed to release the capsule from the balloon after the jump.

Fournier isn't giving up, saying he'll try again in August.

The balloon cost almost $400,000 and Fournier was said to have already exhausted his finances. But he said he'll bring two balloons next time.

Fournier, 64, had planned to make the attempt Monday, but had to postpone his plans because of weather conditions.

Attempts in 2002 and 2003 ended when wind gusts shredded his balloon before it even became airborne.

Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/29/2008 08:40:00 AM

Thursday, May 24th 2008 - Bike Day 02

Well I picked up my new bike yesterday, and I must say for a bike that costs 879.99$ this bike is really top of the line. Here are the specs.

Frame
Gold Series 6061 T6 internally and externally butted aluminum, Genesis Geometry

Wheels
Shimano M495 disc hubs; Bontrager Ranger disc rims | Bontrager Jones XR tires, 26x2.2/2.25

Componentry
SRAM X.5 rear derailleur, SRAM X.5 shifters, SRAM X.5 front derailleur | Shimano M442 44/32/22, Octalink crank | Shimano M485, hydraulic disc brakes, 160mm rotors | (Full Specs)

Suspension
RockShox Tora 302 w/preload, rebound, lockout, 100mm travel

Sizes
| LG (19")




Today, I started off to a good day, waking up in the morning, and just liek I did last night. I did my exercise routine....

- 30 Situps ( 3 reps) - basic situps, google it
- 15 push ups - make a diamond with your hands, and then do them
- 30 ab crunches ( 3 reps ) - lifting your legs up to your face, hwne your laying on your back
- 15 25lb weight lift - free weight


Last night was rough, I went out and about, bought my new bike, and visited my GF at her work, who seemed quite avoiding me while I was their, so I left to give her some space, lately I don't know what to think of her, to be honest, I think she's loosing interest in me, which is not good at all. but off that subject.

I ended up biking all around the Brampton city, and to and from work. This morning I ended up biking in to work, which took me 45 minutes to get to work, and most of that is uphill, the ride home this evening, if I am not that tired, should take me about 30-35 minutes.

Last night me and one of my friends ex's ended up talking for hours, ranting about our ex's and current gf, and I must say she taught me a lot to think about in a relationship. Later that night, I was watching KNOCKED UP, and heard a really good quote, that made me think a lot about the relationship I am in now. If I find the clip later at work today, i'll post it, I found it really motivating, but at the same time, really pissed me off.


Other then that, i'm here at working, taking calls, hoping I do not get VTO (Voluntary Time off) today, as I need the money, to start paying my debts, well atleast start making the min payments, as with my tax return I bought that bike, and also have a couple extra bucks, that I hope to pay off with some debts I have.

This weekend's plans, well I'm suppose to goto some kegger, with people I dont even know, at least, that I know of, so I really think it will be boring, I mean my girlfriend will be their, but the way her and I are right now, ugh don't ask.

I'm off back to work, and maybe another bike ride, on my lunch later today at 3,





Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/29/2008 05:05:00 AM
Taurus:
Consider going on a trip with a close loved one of yours, dear Taurus. An extended break from your current reality may be just the thing that is needed to infuse a new blast of romance into your life. For those of you that are unattached, you might find that going off on an adventure to a foreign country might result in your meeting the love of your life. Broaden your horizons and look toward new ways of thinking and believing.

Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/27/2008 09:26:00 AM
Tuesday May 27th 2008

At Work, taking calls, customers seem to be nice today, I guess memorial day really hit their heart and decided to be nice to people on the other line. for that I thank you, as it makes my day go by so much easier.

This week i'm stuck at work, with these stupid hours, however Steph and I are going to talk to our manager today and see if we can get shift swapping schedules, like one week someone has weekends off, and the other person works weekends etc, try to get monday off, so I can spend time with my GF on her day off so we still get good time together. As the past few weeks I have been kind of bummed and slummed, that I do not get to see my girlfriend, everyday or every other day, however she is cute enough, to put initiative, and meet me, at night, so we can have cuddle times :-)

So just taking a few calls at work, and had QA listen to my calls, I don't mind them but sometimes they can be a bit annoying, however this time was nice, 2 remote listening' that went A okay, except me supporting someone who was not eligible, I just did basic troubleshooting before sending them off to the next line of contact...


I went and visited my parents yesterday, my dad seems to be doing well, getting better, and im glad for him, I went to cyclepath and found the bike I want to get, once I sell my laptop. Which is coming to be a real headache, people always trying to drop the price, on a laptop that I have already dropped the price on, so no dice for them.....

Well Back to work here I go...

- gotta start goign to the gym more, its only 2 weeks away till summer is officially here, with all the heat, and constant hot days, I need to get fit, I think i am goign to try and goto the gym 3/4 days a week and work on my abs and pecks the most, so I look good when I take off my shirt

also do some workout hwen im on a hour long lunch, situps etc, in the private room at work, and also at home

I just have nothing I can do to workout my pecks, so ill focus more on those when I am at the gym

So heres to hoping my stomach slims down and my man boobs go away **corsses fingers**



FREE PIZZA @ WORK DAY!!

and i BOUGHT A LUNCH!!!!





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Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/22/2008 08:12:00 AM

Day 03, it's been a rough week.

My Dad had been brought in an ambulance to the hospital, he had his teeth (upper) ripped out and a fake set, ready to be put in, once the swolleness went down, however it got really infected he had a seizure, and was out cold, paramedics had to punch the living day lights out of him to wake him out, and he is still out of it. That worries me, i'm going to see my parents monday, and get my dad a gift of some sort, hopefully make his day better.
I've been reading this book "the Heroin Diary of Nikki Stixx" and i must say it's an interesting book, after getting of drugs myself, I think, thank god I was not bad as him . Here is a little quote from his book, thanks makes me thank god I am done with this #%@%
The Blade of my knife
Faced Away from your heart
Those last few nights
it turned and sliced you apart
This love that I tell
Now Feels lonely as hell
from this padded prison cell
So many times I said
you'd only be mine
I gave my blood and my tears
and loved you cyanide
when you took my lips
I took your breath
Sometimes love's better off dead
You're all I need, make you only mine
I loved you so I set you free
I had to take you life
You're all I need, you're all I need
And i loved you but you didn't love me
Laid Out Cold
Now we're both alone
But Killing you helped me keep you home
I guess it was bad
'Cause love can be sad
but we finally made the news
Tied up smiling
I thought you were happy
never opened your eyes
I thought you were napping
I got so much to learn
about love in this world
but we finally made the news
You're all I need, make you only mine
I loved you so, So I put you to sleep
http://theheroindiaries.net
Good Quote, I'll add more , the more I read it, I was reading it today on the go bus, and read a funny quote I just cannot find it, it was talking about girlfriends, when you first get in a relationship, its like You get Gushy, and then you get your heart broken, well better phrased, however I cannot find it right now!!


has been stressful this week, they fired another Manager at the Help Desk, so 60 Agents, 3 Manager's, originally 6 manager's. Seems like job security is really low at this place, do one thing wrong and bam your gone... i'm not scared, im one of the guru's on the floor, and I dont screw up my ssytem like other people do.

So other then that, my life has other stress, im in debt, tryign to get it paid off, I haven o health card, Ontario fucked me up, and havnt sent it, so im goign to try and get a new health card, monday on my day off.

Other then that, I saw my girlfriend last night and we spent a couple hours together, the sweetheart, even was nice enough to pick me up from work, considering I was really stressed, though one of the first things she asked me is if I smoked or smoked up, as I smelt like it, Which I guess will go away when I clean my clothes, and well stop socializing outside with people when they are smoking, its not liek I have smoke smell on my actual body its jsut on my clothes. She is a sweetheart, she see's my points of wanting to find a new job, and wanthing to goto school, however as soon as I got home she wanted to goto the humber site and check out classes, since we were talking about checking out classes, when we grabbed pizza, before arriving home.

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Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/19/2008 05:31:00 PM

 I have been in a relationship for 5 months going on 6 months coming May 30th 2009 -   The girl that I am with is amazing,  most of the time, other times she can be a real nag, and I mean it in no offense to her, she only wants the best from her, and I want to give her that, but to be honest it is really hard to do, and  does take some time to get use to, and to change for myself. 


When we first started going out she was not interested in a relationship at all,  let alone dating, however overtime I showed her that I really cared and wanted to be with her, so me been Chance,  she gave me one.    Over the past few months their has been a few things she has wanted me to change, as well as a few things I have wanted to change  in myself, to make myself a better healthier person, and lover.

Some of these things  include, been more responsible, by   living on my own, working a job that I like, that pays well, and actually gives me a career in,  so i'm not always doing contract work.  Quit Smoking. Quit Smoking Buds, become more clean, become more healthy, and been more social.    in most cases these are things I want myself, but these are also things that  she really wants to see changed quickly.

 So  over the past few months,  my  smoking has completely stopped, exact the times when I get drunk. which  hopefully this weekend was the last weekend that I smoke anything  cigs or weed.  At first I started on the Patch, but I came to realize to use the patch you have to use it for months and months,   which  doesn't really help, as if you miss a day, you  crave a cigarette hardcore, which was happening to me some days.  After a few months of going in an out, I managed to fully quit smoking. Stupid thing I did was  this weekend I knew I was going to get loaded, so i  borrowed some cigarettes of my land lord, as I knew I would be drunk and needed smokes.  So when we  got up north and  I started drinking BAM the smokes came out, my GF  took them out of my  mouth and threw them away, goo  thinking,  I don't blame her, she was doing  only good  for me  as I shouldn't really be smoking, however it took me  a day to realize HEY THIS IS NOT COOL

I have an addictive personality,  from Games, to Drugs, to  just  been lazy!!  I lack  going to the gym, as I  don't want to walk to the gym or do it by myself, but the only way it's going to get done is if i motivate myself.  a few years ago i had a really bad drug problem,  doing really bad drugs, now I just smoke pot, but I hope for that to change,  going less and less,  and hopefully by the end of the month I should be quit,   I hope at least.

I also very un-active, since coming back from Calgary, i don't Bike, i don't jump on a trampoline, and well I don't even walk half as much as I use to.  So I'm hoping now (halfway through May)  to start back up, my morning routine that I was doing back in Calgary, which was  waking up, eating, going for a morning jog, get home, and  do some crunches, pushups, sit up, jumping' jacks, and lift some weights (though  right now all I have is a 25 lb weight) and it is really heavy.  This needs to change and it needs to change now,  Summer is right now, and i'm  220 pounds! and I should be 200!!  and so many people were talking about my  gut this weekend, it really put me in a emo state

My Job,  my job is good,  it pay is crappy, when you look at it like that 14$ an hour, 40 hour weeks, and well  i pay 400$ for rent, and well usually have debt, as it's really hard to live off of in Ontario with the crazy taxes , and well my drug problem, but that  is  hopefully changing  sometime soon.  I work for apple care support and  love the environment,  however sometimes it can really be stressful,  with Managers and agents getting fired left right and centre, and stupid workers with really simple questions.   thats all I have to say about work right now


My Stubbornness,  when  I get mad things  start to suck, I get  snotty and snoooty you could say, been a Taurus  it  does not really help, and when I get into fights, either I'm right, or I say i'm completely wrong and just want to leave, however I am managing myself on how to talk and communicate, on phone, in person, and even have serious talks on MSN when  we cannot talk in person .


I found something from my old hidden blog, which  I know  my girlfriend will enjoy reading, so here  is some clippings from the blog,  enjoy ;-) 

Day 01 with _ _ _ _ _ ,
today was one of the best days I have had since coming back to Toronto,  I went on a date with this wonderful lady,  she  brings a smile to my face everything I think about her, or look at her on facebook, that might seem a little  stalkerish, but we had so much fun,  or  day consisted of going out and having some dinner, and then going to see a movie, Bee Movie.   I met her a few months ago,and could have met her back then when her birthday was happening, but I bailed, and well she didn't really message me.

Day 05,   Each day with this girl keeps getting better and better,  this might sound lame, but she's the first thing I think of when I wake up, and the last thing I  think of when I  goto sleep, and all during the day I am messaging her as I want to talk to her more and more,  she  doesn't want a relationship, however I think i'm pretty sure she knows what I want,  and well she doesn't seem to be ignoring me 


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Some interesting things have been happening in my life, both positive and negative,  my birthday just passed and I am now  24 years old, with no college or university degree, my parents wont  help pay for my schooling, or let me live their room and board free while I take school.    So i'm left, saving for it on my own or getting a government loan, to help pay for schooling.  Not to mention I don't even have the slightest possibility of what I want to do, well no I do:  Robotics, I.T. , Teaching,  is all I can think of, I love training people , when i'm at work, or with friends and family, with computer stuff, or just useful stuff, robotics always interests me, as some of you  know I use to belong to a robotic community and then i suddenly left, due to a crazy ex girlfriend who did not like me doing that kind of stuff.   In most cases I would probably want to become a teacher of some sort. But right now working for 14$ at an Apple Support Help Desk,  doesn't really help out, what to do!


other things that are happening in my life, if my addictive personality, I do have an addictive personality and I have went to Rehab programs to help cleanse myself, needless to say living in Canada,  finding people your age that don't smoke pot is a hard thing to do.  


Recently I quit smoking,  I wouldn't say i am 100%  done, as I  had  some smokes while I was on my May 24 break with friends, which made my girlfriend really upset, she wants me to change this and that,  to make a better us, which I understand,  but some things are hard to quit,  in my eyes... 


 My girlfriend asks so much for me, when we first started dating, we had to  be open,  she was  and still is getting over a relationship that  lasted 5 years for her, and  her EX is similar to me, except,  a few things  I want to change and I want to change within the next year, and even now I want to change more, like right away.  She wouldn't even go out with me,  until i tried and tried   I could see that she was the one  for me, but  now i;m having  2nd doubts,she wants me to change so quickly, which is good and will make me have a healthier lifestyle but doing  so many things at once changing,   on things that you have done for years is hard.   I  have quitted smoking dope, on  big occasions except this weekend and on my vacation, but now things will be cleaning as im cleaning out my room later today of all  bad things I have, so  I  will not be tempted to use them again


I am  quitting my  smoking  cravings this week,  smoking dope, and cigarettes when i drink/socialize, another thing, my health and wellness for me and  the close people around me, below you will find a detailed list of what is happening and my life long goals.


List of Goals

- Stop Smoking - I've been smoking since I was  15, so I should  stop before i reach 10 years

- physical health - Un-active the past few months other then going 

- eat healthy - eat healthy 

- stop smoking buds - really bad highly addictive  and leads to doing other drugs

- stop partying hard when at a party - I have been known 

-  more open/social -  as I am really lacking that


- tell the one im close too what im looking for and what I need to make a relationship work.


 What am i looking for  in a girl.  Well  defiantly a girl with a strong head on her shoulder, clean,  doesn't  smoke, or  is  in the mist  of stoping,   is clean and has responsibility.....


This post will be re-edited I am just currently at work, blogging away my mind, and figured I would share that with all who reads this right now...


Peace Out

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Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/19/2008 04:26:00 PM
 She's So Cute!

Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/19/2008 01:51:00 PM












May 24 Weekend just happened, and before I post pictures of my madness, I just want to share some insight of some things I have been thinking lately, as well as some cool Desktop Background pictures I managed to find.

Images found @   http://interfacelift.com/wallpaper



Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/14/2008 11:37:00 AM

New Amazing Websites to Check out!!!
Yes I have found these sites through friends, and well my own Internet "digging" and here they are, I call this the   10 Top Site's of the Week (Picked by Me!) 

CHANCE'S TOP 10 SITES TO CHECK OUT! 
Not Movie Related! 

# 1 - Freerice.com -  Simply Amazing, Challenging, and good for the whole world.   For Each word you get right, this site donates 20 grains of rice to UN World Food Program, to help end hunger.   Go and Check it out, it amazes me everyday using this website.

# 2 - hahastop.com - Funny Pictures of stuff you think you would never see ;-) 

# 3 -  nasa.gov - Nasa's Phoenix Mission to Mars, is just about to land down on Mars May 25th, check back for more updates about this fasinating red planet!  Where they hope to find out what is in the South Polar region of the country.  With the Mars mission coming down to a fine line, the latest Robotics are about to land on Mars, get the inside scoop at Nasa's website, of course if science interests you

# 4 - hackaday.com -  A great website for Amateurs and Professionals, they Mod hardware (phones computers, game systems everything.  Check  it out

# 5 - xboxscene.com  - Always wanted to mod your Xbox 360, well this is the site that has it all,  from hardware, to software,  great forums, and easy to use, this is what I used to mod my xbox 360

# 6 - funnyordie.com - Will Farall (Host and Creator) of Funny or Die, simply amazing, it's basically Youtube, but all comedy  amateur's professionals and  best of  all Pearl.  You will defiantly laugh your butt off.

# 7 - grandtheftauto.ign.com - Grand Theft Auto IV - Links to Cheats, Missions, Screenplay, Videos, Tutorials, Help  everything you need, if your a GTA Puff/Player Online or offline, this is the place to keep up to date on what's going down.  Or if you can't finish a mission, then check it out.

# 8 -  N/A
# 9 - N/A
#10 - N/A

Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/14/2008 11:12:00 AM
Updates***

 If you notice to the right here, you will see a list of links, I am in the mist of adding all my favorite websites to goto, on that menu,  Movies/Applications/Music/Funny/News  all can be found their.  If you have any funny links feel free to post them! and I will put them on the list!! 

Only a few more days away before I go up north with a bunch of friends, to cottage town, to sit back in a nice cottage, relax have a few drinks and laugh the weekend away! I cannot wait to go, as right now i'm sitting here at work, bored, waiting for calls to go through.

TTYL


Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/13/2008 05:02:00 PM


So it's 8:40 PM  and im at work, on this call with a customer, who cannot boot up her computer, and is booting up to a flashing question mark,  typical call's we get at the help desk,  could you tell? lol anywhose i'm off work in 20 minutes and just about to  head home and call it a night, however I have to touch base with a few people before wandering to my bed to crash out.

This weekend I am going up north to my friends cottage with my girlfriend, and all my friends from back in the day  (Knitsu represent)  which i'll have some interesting fun game  and lake pictures to show you all, or just myself, whom ever is reading this.

Time to head home now 5 minutes before I leave, and I have to begin closing applications so I can shutdown my computer for the evening.


http://www.collegehumor.com

What a Funny Site, if I might say, if you have some time I would recommend checking out,


:-P   Peace out!

Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/13/2008 03:26:00 PM
Here is some good Movie links, for all your viewing needs.

 Movie Links


http://www.watch-movies.net/
http://www.movies-on-demand.tv/
http://alluc.org
http://peekvid.com
http://speedytv.com
http://ovguide.com
http://fnuz.com
http://livetelevision.com


Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/13/2008 03:21:00 PM
 New Time for fun things!!

Well here I am  back to blogging, This has been ages, since my Robotics website, where I learned a bunch about robotics.  Here is a little update  and bio about me.

Well i'm Canadian, living in Canada,  moved back to Ontario not to long ago.  Im working full time as a Apple Care Support Specialist, so I actually fix MAC OS X Computers, you have questions, I can probably help with the answer's

So  back to  this Blog,  its really useless, but hopefully going to have some good information
- ODD NEWS
- NEWS
- Robotics
- Streaming Tv/Movie Links
- Funny Pictures
- Parties etc 
- and stories of my life, and the friends around me.


 So here I go, expect the first blog to be Movie Links to valuable websites,   such as HOUSE MD, and new movie releases


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