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Blog in the life of him.....

Posted by knitsu-evosapien on 5/22/2008 08:12:00 AM

Day 03, it's been a rough week.

My Dad had been brought in an ambulance to the hospital, he had his teeth (upper) ripped out and a fake set, ready to be put in, once the swolleness went down, however it got really infected he had a seizure, and was out cold, paramedics had to punch the living day lights out of him to wake him out, and he is still out of it. That worries me, i'm going to see my parents monday, and get my dad a gift of some sort, hopefully make his day better.
I've been reading this book "the Heroin Diary of Nikki Stixx" and i must say it's an interesting book, after getting of drugs myself, I think, thank god I was not bad as him . Here is a little quote from his book, thanks makes me thank god I am done with this #%@%
The Blade of my knife
Faced Away from your heart
Those last few nights
it turned and sliced you apart
This love that I tell
Now Feels lonely as hell
from this padded prison cell
So many times I said
you'd only be mine
I gave my blood and my tears
and loved you cyanide
when you took my lips
I took your breath
Sometimes love's better off dead
You're all I need, make you only mine
I loved you so I set you free
I had to take you life
You're all I need, you're all I need
And i loved you but you didn't love me
Laid Out Cold
Now we're both alone
But Killing you helped me keep you home
I guess it was bad
'Cause love can be sad
but we finally made the news
Tied up smiling
I thought you were happy
never opened your eyes
I thought you were napping
I got so much to learn
about love in this world
but we finally made the news
You're all I need, make you only mine
I loved you so, So I put you to sleep
http://theheroindiaries.net
Good Quote, I'll add more , the more I read it, I was reading it today on the go bus, and read a funny quote I just cannot find it, it was talking about girlfriends, when you first get in a relationship, its like You get Gushy, and then you get your heart broken, well better phrased, however I cannot find it right now!!


has been stressful this week, they fired another Manager at the Help Desk, so 60 Agents, 3 Manager's, originally 6 manager's. Seems like job security is really low at this place, do one thing wrong and bam your gone... i'm not scared, im one of the guru's on the floor, and I dont screw up my ssytem like other people do.

So other then that, my life has other stress, im in debt, tryign to get it paid off, I haven o health card, Ontario fucked me up, and havnt sent it, so im goign to try and get a new health card, monday on my day off.

Other then that, I saw my girlfriend last night and we spent a couple hours together, the sweetheart, even was nice enough to pick me up from work, considering I was really stressed, though one of the first things she asked me is if I smoked or smoked up, as I smelt like it, Which I guess will go away when I clean my clothes, and well stop socializing outside with people when they are smoking, its not liek I have smoke smell on my actual body its jsut on my clothes. She is a sweetheart, she see's my points of wanting to find a new job, and wanthing to goto school, however as soon as I got home she wanted to goto the humber site and check out classes, since we were talking about checking out classes, when we grabbed pizza, before arriving home.

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